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I'm a guy who has no idea what the world around him is turning into or what his future holds apart from eventual death. Pessimistic to say the least, hence the lovely title. This is for my thoughts, feelings and is a general waste of internet space.

Mar 2, 2011

For Fuck Sake.

How about you fucking get over it, I know you don't like me, I don't care. You said 'I don't do awkward', well that's bullshit cos this isn't exactly a friendship is it? I'm not going to text you, call you, make plans with you, because you don't want anything to do with me, and I've seen how that conversation will go, "Hey, whats the deal? do you just want nothing to do with me anymore?" "What are you on about?" "Well I haven't heard from you, you haven't been rocking up to places that you know I'll be, and I'm not a fucking idiot." "Don't try and act like you know me that well, I've been busy! It's not like I have to talk to you all the time." "No but once in a blue moon would be nice."

You're not interested in even being my friend, so just say that to me. Because it sucks, sure, but it's worse knowing that you're just going to try to ignore and avoid me. I already have someone doing that, but at least she has a decent reason for it. Just be fucking honest with me, because I'm sick of this, and I don't want to do it anymore.